tintin

34 1/2 weeks pregnant. my dr said that I really could go at anytime. We are hoping for 37 weeks. That is sooo soon. I feel ready but not ready. bedrest has been hard, I want to do stuff. Clean, do laundry, cook, go christmas shopping but i am home and bed bound (well I'm supposed to be bed bound). I still get sick every once in a while. I hear that's normal for the last month or so. Alec(k) kicks soo much and if I lay on my back I can see the outline of a foot or his butt. So strange to think that there is a little person in there.
I think I have a cold right now too. really stuffy and am having a hard time breathing, not sure if it's a cold or just that I am sooo full of baby that i can't breath.
It's amazing, before we know it we are going to be parents. so excited and can't belive that I can love someone sooo much and I've never even seen or met him yet.

In Today's SSS, I have a dream!>

Today's SSS is very short, because I want to finish working and start drinking.

My mother in law called us today to tell us that my sister in law took their car to work this morning and then called around 4pm to tell them that the car burst into flames. she doesn't know why or how but it did. Let me just say that she has a car of her own that is parked in the parking lot of her work, but doesn't have insurance on it so she can't drive it. so she keeps taking the in laws car. I dont even know how to feel about this girl (mind you she's 40). She is either really unlucky or just a total fuck up. I think it's the latter. If they even ask to borrow my car I am going to lose it.
Can cars just blow up like that for no reason?? I think she was smoking in the car and didn't flick the cig out the window and it just sat there until the backseat caught fire.
Amazing just amazing.

In today's SSS, I make several inconsiderate remarks about the mentally ill.